Fear of the unknown

This summer I, along with 9 others, will be heading to the ozark mountains for a week of house repair and kid's club ministy. We leave on Friday. My fears and lack of self-confidence I fear are beginning to show through the "missionary Emily" outside. Don't get me wrong, I'm thrilled with this experience but the unknown of what will happen on this trip has me in it's grip. Plus this trip involves meeting well over 100 new ppl. Some people pleasant...some not so pleasant. I have never been good with meeting new ppl and the very thought of all these new people makes me literally sick to my stomach. Now that I have vomited my fears into this post. I bid this entry...Goodnight.