One and Lonely...calm down people, it's a song.

I'm not in a manic depressive mood, nobody freak out.

I've been in a bit of funk the last couple days, the giddy, bubbly mood I have been in the past couple weeks seems to be fading. *sigh* Summer draws to a close, and my working woes are multiplying. Everyday that I am scheduled to work there seems to be something that I want to go do or do with friends happening. Fudge. I hate that. I feel guilty asking for the time off, but I also hate working. Not that it's a such a tough job or my co-workers are evil but, it's so monotonous. But of course I need cash, my college fund is dwindling. I have had to dip into in quite often in order to afford all the summer activities. (camp,mission trip etc.) I think I have a little less than a thousand dollars in there...not enough to even make a dent in the forthcoming bill. Eeep.

And I have come to the conclusion that nothing romantic ever happens to me. Ever. All my friends seem to have something romantic going on. This guy likes them, or so-and-so sent her letter, or guess what you-know-who said to me. Yadda, yadda, blah,blah,blah. Down with love!!! I know a guy can't make me happy, and I should enjoy life as is but there are times when I can't help but.... Enough of this wishful thinking.

I need to eat some chocolate.

*sigh*- Emily