My big brother moved out today. It sucks. I haven't spent much time with him the last few years...and now that time is gone. It's so wierd, where did the time go? The future snuck up on me and I was too busy to notice.
My friends Eric and Anneliesse left for college this week, Tyler, Ryan, Leah, and Amanda all depart in the coming weeks.
It's not fair! I want more time!! I want to be 13 again and live it all over again!
It's just not fair! Why!? Why didn't anyone warn me that I was gonna want to live it over again!? Why didn't somebody tell me that these years were going to be the best!?
*sigh* I don't want things to change. I don't wanna say goodbye anymore. No more, I want life to stay as it was...forever.
I know this sounds lame, but I don't want this to be my last year of youth group at my church. It's been such a huge part of my life...and now..it's going to be gone. The few friends that I do have who are younger, their lives are gonna go on. Without me. I feel like I'm gonna be missing out. We are all gonna be adults and starting our lives...without eachother. No best friends by our sides, no support. I suddenly feel very alone.
Emily
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Emily, I turn 32 this year and feel the same way about my twenties. Cherish the coming years like you miss the previous ones and you will do well. Be encouraged, make an effort to keep in touch with old friends and make new ones.
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