Monday, August 09, 2004

Where did my life go?

Goodbye to everything that I know. My life has flew past me, and I was too busy to notice. Mercy.

I'm so old, my childhood is gone and I can't get it back. The little girl who played my baby Jesus in the church Christmas program is now 7 years old. The guys I have attend youth group with since I was 12 are going off to college in less than a month. My first crush ever is now entering his sophmore year in college. My big brother, who I shared a room with when I was has his own apartment. Suddenly, I stand at the door of the future and I have no choice but to walk through. My life is never going to be the same again. Maybe I'll be good at this whole adult thing. Maybe I will never wish these years back....then again, maybe I will.

From now on, I intend to live my life with no regrets. Because, as it has become so painfully clear, you can never go back.

- Emily

P.S. Sorry this entry is so depressing :P

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

hey em, great thinking article, i often think the same things, as for being depressing, your are a prose person, and good at it, so it was no suprise.
by the way its ben

p.s. i hope you can get over your accident and live life to the fullest, we only get one ride on this crazy thing we call life.